i yestersday very stress !! i at night cry till really cant control myself. and my mine was thinking about killing myself . and end my life ! is really a very hard year for me . i cant take it ! why so many thing happened ?? luckily yestersday i did not kill myself or else today i will not update my blog liao norr !! now whatever thing happened i will not tell others only tell to those who are close to me ! now i dun hab best friends liao. by e way i wan thanks jie xing ! uu are a good brother to me yeah . thanks god that i have a good brother like hiim !! just hope that everything can solve !!\