Haha. tOday No school ! so happy . then in the morning i online then chat with jo-ann asking her what time meet ?? Then we meet felicia too !! Thenn we went to office opposite church and buy rice and eat ! IS cheap but more rice then meet !! Going fat mahh ! THen saw shi hui nor . Then we do a lot of things . And we go for POS mahh ! WEST CLUSTER rocks ! We are darm high . this year we must do veryy well ! Then i veri tired and tmr also got exam . Hahahahs,. We train hard . Then around 7pm we use the Main adui . We dance norr. my leg paii siaoo . Got blue black ! so PAIN !! darm fun nor . Training start 3pm to 10pm . tmr still got . but i enjoy it a lot. at night i went home alone . I was darm scared cos my house there usually veri quiet de. Then i quickly walk home when i going reach home felicia called me and we chat on the phone . And we paryer too . Thanks felicia teching me alot of things that can change my life . Thanks

Early in the morning , Then i wake up online and i eat a lot of thing . So boring cos not so many people online ! Then i just blogging nor . After that chat with angeline , jo-ann nor ! Then dun noe what time angeline say boring then she ask if i want to go her house then i ask jo-ann if she want to go mah ! Then she say now cannot cos her mum at home . So never mind i later meeting jo-ann then go find angeline . hahahas. So i at home doing nothing . so boring . ohh man ! Afterward think about 12 plus i go meet jo-ann then we go BOON LAY together . Then when we walk to the bus incharge . we decided not to go her house and just stay at jurong point . so We called angeline and they her we meet her at jurong point better ! Then me and jo-ann go shopping . Do a lot of crazy thing . And we eat mac ! U noe what she buy liao fries dunwan eat . So i alone eat ! hahahs thanks jo-ann . Then when we meet until angeline we go walk walk then we go church ! When we reach church we striaght go rm5 i think hahahs . For pos !! YEAHH WEST CLUSTER ! We partice hard . Dancers all the best !! after practice we went eat our FAVOURITE !! after eating me , jo-ann,angeline,felicia and jocelyn ! we went jurong point buy tube nor. I hab no money liao and still got a lot of thing to pay ! HAiis. ....

Sometime bad happened lar . when i reach home . i do my quiet time ! after that i online and i in msn chat with joann ! asking her what happened to her just now ? FACE SO BLACK ?? Haiis . cos i sayin jian xing they all . From today onward whatever thing i shall keep to myself and SHUT UP MY MOUTH ! if not things will turn bad . That my character ! It needs time to change ! NVM what i say pple will nt believe me > whatever that my way . Need dun wan talk so muchh .. KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT !!

Today Early Morning i Wake up . Then i Very tired because I yestersday night i study very late . Then after i do everything i went to take bus . And I miss one bus Pig siao . But thanks god the next bus come in within 5 mins ! COOL ! IF nt i going to be late . Then when i reach school-bus-stop ,, I saw edward wao he so early because everythime he is not so early . Then we slowly go school .When we reach school, we eat our breakfast !! NICE !! Afetr that we went parade square . Cool that today not silent reading . Then we all went back to class for our maths exam ~!! Ohh man !! is DARm diffcult . I have not confident in it ! Haiis sOo Scared Fail ! But Can cfm Fail . Paper 1 OKAyy ! I did not finsh doing my paper I left 5 question Blank cos i no time to complete . After maths exam . is recess !! We went to eat ! Then today JUN WEN birthday ! And i eating Ice ! I shoot it on Jun wen ! then LEONARD shoot it at jeremy !! then he Say all the BACKWORDS !! tHEN second time , he stand up and say " if not happy go out settle lar " and leonard did admit that he is the one who Did it . Then KPO JIAN XING say E person who shoot" the mother ......." so bad right ? Then i stand up and say him larr . He also dun like people scold his PARENT then why must he scold the parent ! LOL ! tHEN he nothing to say ! Who cares ! I hate people who play parent name ! SO COWARD !! Complaint i also nt scare de . then after that jun wen we all walk pass THEM( JIAN XING , JERMEYY .. JO-ANN STPEHH THEY ALL . then i say him ! I dun care what they say about me ! WHATEVER !!
In class . JERMEY STIILL say if not happy outside settle . He think he can win Jun wen they all . If he want he also ask jian xing help de . Haiiss ./ Thnk before u talk ! Then I tell jo-ann evertthing then Stephanie ask me what happened . I tell her what happened tOo !! When the art exam start . I have diffculty for Drawing my art hand . But i never give up and i finally i can draw ! Cool. But the thing is the colour . HAHAHS. i anyhow mix until darm Ugly ! So i must called for help ! I gt ask jo-ann Thanks for her help > Then Finally thanks to stephh that she gt the colour i want . Then i finsh all niclyy !! ;)
After exam . I with edward go His sister house . Then Jian xing sms me to return Him Money ! And i tell him i got pay him and he say NO ! what the .. tHEN he dun believe then dun believe nor . NVM ! Just give him the money for CHARITY!! i m okay with it !! Whatever !!

be Early morning, I wake up and its about 7am Then a few mintues later i recieve Jo-ann sms lor. So i decided to sleep a while but i scare late so i did nt go sleep back .So i quickly Go bath liao . Pack all my things then go out to take bus 307 to CHOA CHU KANG COMPLEX ! Then when i reach i did sms jo-ann ! OHH MAN ! she is late and I dun noe . And i waited her about 15 min . She bad Girl let me and her BELOVED maid wiat for her . Haiis Then around 8 plus she reach liao. Then we went in . ANd we went to toliet to change nor ! Wao cool ? do u noe why ?? Cos i long time never go swimming . Okayy lar Cos There too many people liao then i veri diffuclt to train swimming . So i just play with water while waiting for jo-ann to swim finishh .. Guess what ? We went to Sun Ten . Cool ! Around 10 we went to bath lor. Get changing . Then I forget to bring Towe So i share with jo-ann . Thanks ! Then after that Jo-ann called her sister sue-ann to bring plastic bag to complex. And she did bring nor . Cos live very near only .After we went to yew tee meet people then afterware go bukit batok WEST MALL eat nor . darm hungryy u noe .Haiis . We went to eat Burger King . Verii fUn ! We two are liKe PIGGYYS !! smile ! After that we went to toliet liao then go SK car . He drive Me, Edward and jo-ann to Tampinese for Cell-group . Then after cell-group SK drive us again to expo for service . We all rush down . Thanks GOD we make it on time ! Then today pastor talk about a lot of thing that can apply on my daily life and can change me tOo !! After everything . we went home by taking train . Then suddenely My mother called me and talking about my brother again . HAiis i have enough of it . Really cannot take it anymore if not i will DIE ! hOPE THAT SOMEONE will share with me . Good nite ii nw must sleep liao /.

Today got maths exam . I m so scared that the paper toO Diffcult ! BuTt is not all diffcult some is give away question ! Then when we start the paper ii try to recall those Forumal ! Then i slow do my paper cos need to think mahh . And i reliase i dun have muchh time left . So i till gt 4 more question . Then i faster anyhow do . CoS I really dun noe hw to do worr. But i hope i will pass ! HAHAHAS ! can de larr :)

After exam me stpehh jo-ann we went to take bus 178 to bukit batok as jo-ann say wann to change 985 to JURONG hq !! Guees what we see in the bus ! We saw an old man with a china girl doing something behid . OHH man ,. they touching each other somemore they are nt young. Quite old !! Then we keep lauging in the bus ! sO .... hhahahs Then when we reachh bukit batok we borad down and sit bus 985 . Guess what ? the bus dun go Boon Lay de we in the wrong bus liao. So we Board down the bus and change bus to 985 nor . Then we went to take bus 178 to Boon lay then we go ask for direction ! Hhahaahs . Then the uncle say take 181 if i m not wrong . In the bus i really headach and tiredd . so Long trip !! siian !! Then when we reach i give a call to The SIR . he never pick up so we went to the Police man there to get pass in . We exchange pour card with thie pass. And Finally THE sir pick up the call and he say he will meet us at the LOBBY !! oh man we waited for him about 35 Min ! Darm long super tireeddd .. Then around 12.46 they come liao . Then.... cannnot tell !! After finishh we all went to JURONG POINT to eat mac . Ohh is quite nice larr. AfTer eating . we all take mrt back to cckk !! Stephh and JoJo theyy all went lot one meet theirr frenn and i went backk home . Cos i dun noe theirr freenn !!

Haiis i just dun noe what i want ? Now in my life i have not one to turn to ! Except GOD ! sometime also ii cant say out as is personal to me . But i trust in god that why will tell him ! haiss just that i wish i get back the old jo-ann . She happily with her friends and i just dun want to destroy them . Maybe they without me will be happy ! No one will noe how i feel de > I Just want to be alone as i dun want people think bad about me ! Time have change liao ! I jUst waNnA tO BE a goOd Girl !! mOrE fREEdommm !! :) Just that i have a lot of thing happened to me ! Why must it happened ?? I cant take it !! I neva share with other people . haiis . Thanks for those people who have encourage me !! Thankss ")

Today in school darm boring lor. Tmr got maths exam must remember a lot of thing .And today in school i keep doing maths thing and i ask Sue-ann to teach me nor !! if not i die die liao!! Hahass ! Tmr after exam Me - stephanie and jo-ann going jurong HQ cos got something that i cant tell here worr.. DUN worryy we neva do anything wrong larr !! Then today after school <>

Today early morning . i Called edward wake up . ohh man u noe what . i called him wake up then he do hao his thing liao he went back to sleepp. stupidd !! Then when i in the bus already he sms me that he just wake up. oHh man ! do u noe i am angry ? he sleep the same time as me worr. haiis. lUckily ii put alarm clock if nt i gotton late for school ! tHEN when i reach school bus-stop! i went up to school with marilyn nor . We talking until no breath ! so long the road ohh man !! TIRED ToO !! Then when i reach school, i went to buy breakfast and eat nor . i alone sitting u noe becos of his late . haiis . i neva seat with jo-ann they all liao. I m not close to them liao as what like last time !! hahhahas ") After eating i went to parade square then i saw papa and DM talking so i join the talk toO ! hahas sob funny . and DM say a lot of thing larr !! Long storyy !! Then today darm quite boring . my art right . teacher nag again . oh man !! i hate it . Just that somebody hab done finsh so what ! PLS dun act\ thanks . Jeremy from my class go cut his hand haiis silly guy right !! ......
After school. i went to art room and wanted to do my art , then i ask jo-ann they all where is teacher ? then they say they neva see until teacher . so i dun wan wait . then i go canteen there with ah long hey all !! Then AH SOON got Oral that yy we all wait for him . so while we wait for him . we all went to play basketball lor. hahha. i play with them !1 I lose to edward . play cheat de . hahahs .no larr .. ")
After that we all went home !! WHAT A TIRED day for me !!

Today early morning wake up . I called edward then i called him wake up then he say okayy . then when i do everything okay liao i call him and he just wake up .. OHH MAN !!\ LAZY pig . somemore till e saem time with me worr. hahahs. Then i go school first lor. Then edward go himself . lols. Then when i reach school i buy bread and eat liao then go parade square !! Then after that i never bring book so edward give me his book norr . hahhas. so happy !1 thanks ") Then after silent reading , MR TEO our prinpical wannt to talk to our class . think is becos of the maths lesson thing bah > TRhen when he talk he say we are not allow to take RACES in class if not he will kick out of the school to those who say . Then i quickly tell MR TEO that in maths leeson got pple make hell up of noise. GOOD that khail amdit . Ariff tOo !! Haiis/. alan kana send back home !! cos of his colour hair !! after that went back to class . then during maths period ii slp. i super tired .. hahhahs. Then finally can go home . school finsishh !!! Hurry !! THEN after school. i went to take bus with edward they all. then half-way peralyn called me and ask if ii wann to meet her . then i say okayy norr .MEET her at ten milies . Then afterward we went to bukit panjang take taxi to bankit . then i go there redraw moneyy mahh . after then take taxi back to Bukit panjang to popular to buy book .. finally i got the book . After that i we went to buy water at mac then they went to take different bus from mine . then i take 190 and go HOME SWEET HOME

Today early morning wake up so church nor . Haha . I went to ckk there buy breakfast ! I no monay liao siian . Then after that i go and take mrt to Bukit Batok . Then when i going to reach Bukit Batok is was about 8.04 like that . then SK sms me that he will reach around 8.30 OHH MAN !! siian ! Then when i reach bukit batok . i sms edward faster come down pai me wait for sk . then while waiting i saw Jocelyn . then i ask her wanna join u s norr. cos i think only me edward and sk gf !! tHEN when edward reach liao. he help us take care thing us me and jocelyn went to buy sweets . hahhahas. Later on we saw sk gf then we all went up to mac find sk norr. Then after that sk reach liao. then we all Board up the car nor. WAO ! so tireddd !! Then around 9 plus we reach expo. YEAHH cool ! Get readyy for service . as yest i miss out one ! haiis "( Then when i reachh expo. we all seat down . Then suddenly gladys talk to me . BUT CANNOT SAY WHAT THING LAR !! haiis. i cry and i noe is my wrong i cant blame anothers . SO sabb !! tHEN AFTER that in service .. i keep crying . Cos i feel darm sad and wrong !! I hope after gladys talk to me i will change !! AFter service . all of them go eat except edward , keng yip norr. lolls. Then after that i pai edward go expo control statiion there mmet someone then i go burger king there find my cg memeber !!HAHAS . i eat . cos quite hungryy after eating i went for bs with jo -- ERIC DE !! HAHAHS. fuuny and this lesson is intersting !! HAIIS . i must change my action and wordddss. MM. after thattt .. long storryy mucccc kkk . nite nite

Today darm siian whole day at home cos my daddy dun let me go out of exchange of something nor . But then is okayy cos at home can study and PLay comeputer . Todayy i at home eat a lot cos nothing to do so. ") Cannot even go out !! Ohh man and just now xu de pai me chat on the phone . Darm feaking funny . we say about those coward !! We are guaii kia not like them. More people eat Less people. Someone wantt find trouble darmm lame !! Lao gong paii seii yest bad mood . ") Nothing to say liao cos neva do muchh too !!

I hate to be at home . so noisyy . just wann to have peace . Hate them . I just hope that i can have a peaceful life that ii can be who ii am !

Today after quarrel with edward . Long story that i dun want to mention anymore . And we back together . No w days i really dun trust anyone in my life except god. I dun even trust myself . I dun noe what hab happened . Just that Too much thing happened t me that i cant take it . My Family problem !! Relationship !! Friendship !! . WHAT HAB HAPPENED !! "( Just wanna do something to please myselff. Just wann someone to share my problem with me . Understand me . Haiisss. I will never find this person except god . ") I LOVE U JESUS .

tOday sob sian ! Got exam ! Mother tongue and CPA ! today exam i dont know how to do . wonder if i can pass mah ! sob stress. today me and edward quarre;l norr . haiis long storyy larr.!!

this week scheldue !!

• 03 May 2007
• Meeting ger at lot one 3pm .
• Go home rest
• Basic mother tongue 0800-0830
• computer application 0930-1045
• 04 May 2007
• NO EXAM

i will update when i get to arrange everything

today i super sick . veri tired too ! having running nose till now also haven recover ! Edward de BROS also sick . hahahas. think becos of the Criss-country and e wealther is bad too !! HOpe that i can recover fast as i got exam tmr .

1. Computer application 66/100
2. Chinese 70/100

today early morning i wake up very early then i think i sms dai ning. because she going church with me mahh . hahhas. Not a while later , jie xiang sms me . so i reply back nor. Around 10 plus i went to bath then i get everything ready liao. then i called my daddy and tell him i going to churchh . then he scold me lor. Super angry with him then i hang off the phone . Whatever lor. Then i sms dai ning to go home as i cant pai her . After a while my daddy called me and say can go liao. And he ask me go lot one there take money from him . $10 . After ii go meet dai ning . then i go find my daddy nor. hahhahas.

After taking money . Dai ning and i went to CCk wAit for jo-ann train to come so that we are in the same train . In the train sob boring . Talking about school thing lorr. OHH MAN !1 attitude suckk mahh UUU !! Around 12.06 we all reeacch expo then our cg memeber haven reach yet , so siian , we are hungry too leii. So we brought our lunch . hahahs. super expensive and not nice to eat . After that we slowly eat liao. then go take coupon and we play nor..Ohh man !! wE Go play game .. ohh man ! i dun noe what that called!! David , jo-ann , yan ling, me , jie xiang, zAck . ...... Darm game so scaryy . then e stupid jie xiang scare me . i super scare . andd ......... (cannot tell ) . hahahs. so funny too . And after playing i wannted to vomit but still okay norr. then jo-ann they all want to play the second round so i say okay norr. second round ii want to vomit . Then i sms jie xiang and tell u=him norr. hahahahs. COS he my good KOR KOR !! Brother in chirst ! tHEN we went to line up mah . and we saw our CGL PARENT then we went to line up with them .. Got this group of BLACK PEOPLE say us . OHH MAN !! So fat still want to say us . what the hell. SO SHORT !! whatever , then we went inside the hall. i seat so far away from jie xiang ..

When the family day StART. Everyone in church was so high . and ITS TIME for lucky Draw !! GUESS WHAT ! dai ning get the 5th prize . sob good. hahas.
When sun ho come out, evryone cheer so loud. WAO she is a great women of god .yeahh !! .. SAhe voice is sweet !! After everything . i need to bring dai ning back home . so dai ning, joseph,jo-ann , me and jie xiang we all take mrt back home norr. hahahas. inside the train. darm funnyy .. i keep disturing jie xiang . keep saying about ELECTRICITY AND ELECTRICAL! jIE XIANG u want them pai u tonight . okay lar . kidding only larr ./ dun take it so seirousss .. nite nite ..

HALO. My blog finaly back liao. hahahas. though i lost all my thiing . then i super sad nor. haiis. just that today i just get back my this blog . Haiis so sad that my friend blog did write about me worr.. hahahahs. but neva mindd since it is alreadyy over liaoo. But then now seldom talk. but u all threee are still the friend of mine . hhahahas.

today morning . i wake up early so that i will not be late for school again . so i reach school about 7 .07am . happy !! then first lesson is EOA Boring but can play internet . sob i play .after that got english lesson . then we need to do workbook but then i 4 get to bring so i do in a fool scape paper . Finaally ,, RECESS !! i ate e same food then i ate alwayys. cos i will eat until full mahh . after recess , we have our ART LESSON !! teacher never come cos go see performance . Then i do my own work.

Think around 1 plus teacher came backk . and i decidded to ask her how to draw the Handcuff !! Then u noe what she did . she say me untill i darm angryy and cryy . at least she tell me nicely mahh .. FCUKK . Only her favourite pupils then she will say de.. haiis. 4 get about it . i can do it by mysellff without her hellpp.

After Art . is Ve !! STUPID LESSON 1! but today iis intersting cos got other people from outside come to our class talkk .. cool !!

i WRITE here ..
TODAY IS ABOUT ( TIME AND STRESS MANAGEMENT)
got one worksheet write .... (VAK learning styles self-assessment Questionnaire)
GUESS WHAT II ??

i get a lot of B.
SO mine is AUDITORYY !!
learning

1. Listening
2. Hearing words
3. listen to instruction before doing things
4. Learns best while listening to people teach or share about knowledge .
5. is Not afraid to speak up
6. cannot be quiet for long period

SUGGESTION

• sAY ALOUD the things you want remember !!

IIZZZIT SAYING ABOUT ME ( TINGTING) !! YEAHH ..

After school. i wait for edward liaoo. say bye bye to him . then i go for NPCC . then jun hao , admen also got go for training . hahahas. then today we never do muchh thing but then sec 4 all kana say by MS TAN. haiis so sadd. mmmm. After training, me and jun hao wait for admen . then his mum drive us home .. thank admen mum .. hahhahs. jun hao shoes got water cos of me .. ") SORRYY

Todate went out with my sir go buy white hand sock . for my POS ! hahhas. so i after school , i went home take a bath liao. i go meeet ger go lot one make hp mah . put hello-kitty nor. after that i rush now to ToA pAYO . then when i reach liao . i board the train then we talk all the way until we rech orchard . mmm. first time go out with him nehh . FUNNY !!

First we went to Far East Plaza find the sock , but we went all the shop but they only sell black sock . but they say white hand sock very diffcult . but i never give up. i went around orchard to find . then my SIR super tired lei. then we walk walk until plaza\ singapure . hahhas. we bought ice-cream and eat . haiis today i eat a lot of thing . haiis. ii going to be fat liaoo. blenn !! then my SIR want to go seat the free chair .. OSIM DE . cool !! i went to seat and try too !! veryy cool !! u can come down and try too !!

After trying . we went to buy sweet liaoo. then we go acarde play liaoo. then we went back home . really want to thanks him paii me go shopping looking for that whit sockk . cos he dun like shopping .. thanks you !!

oHh ! this is what we eat !! FOOD SUX !1

sHoPpING qUeE
this picture is when we going backk home !!
so tired !!


today after school, i went home straight lor. cos meeting my gan lao po. ger . hahhas. miss going out with her . around 2 plus i reachh home then she pai me go my house , and she wait for me to bath alreadyy . then we go out. my stomach pain like hell then ger hungry like hell. hahhahas. after that we went to take mrt to bugic lor. in train so many pple . ii stommachh paiin . hhas. ger hungryy . so when we reach bugic we go eat first . we eat mos burge . i think like that spell hahahs . after that we go shopping looking for shiny white shockking . but dun habb leii. saw a lot of nice clothing but dun wan buyy . haiis . no moneyy ! so around 4 plus we decided we go ger house . when we reachh her house . we take out all her shirt that dun wan then i help her sell norr. cos i got blogshop. hahhas. around 6 plus i we leave e house ! GUESS WHAT I SAW !! patricia and foo boon. haiis long time no see them . but a lot of changer patciai .. hhahahs. then afterward i go cg ( make -up)

then ger go her cg norr..

WAO !! sexyy girll !!

this is e picture i took ..



this is e meal we eat after we finish going Pulua Ubin !!



WOW!! THIS IS MY FUTURE !! HAHHAS






this is the flying fox tall ... ( miss the place )







today early in the morning wake up so early cos need to go school take bus to Pulua Ubin . Super tired nor . i feeling like not coming . i meeting jun hao at 6.30 am and GUESS WHAT ? he late for about 10 mins , ohh man . usually ii hate to wait for people lor. he always wait 4 me also too !! then we take bus 67 . we never wear long seleves. lazy mahh . today got a bit people come only. Sec 4 only all chinese . then 2 from sec 5 . then today mr teo and sir terence go with us lor. so happy cos i looking forward to this day to come . then in the bus jun hao keep bully me norr. stupid larr him . and i bully kang wei nor . in the bus darm boring de all of them are so tired . but i hungryy . hahahs . think around 8 .40 we reachh there e jetty then we take boat there to Pualua Ubin , cOOL !! cos long time never take liao mahh . i miss there verii muchh . i take quite a lot of picture . when we reachh we need to wait for more school cos only two school arrived . shit nor waste a lot of time ,. hhahas. so happy that i complete (fFLYING FOX) 8 STROEY HIGH . when ii go up i quite scare. i want try but scare.. haahahahs at last i try . Cool! funny thing at last i want to fly i keep dun wan fly. at last fly fly fly !! COOL! IS VERYY FUN ! so happy norr .. after that i kana a sir bullyy .. ( dun say his name ) .. long more story lorr... lazy to write on /.

this one of my ' FRIEND" call seah qui yi . this thing happened like this she in camp hor keep fliting with boys lor. then she say is make new friends .. but then hor. when eating is ok that she talk to the boys / but then in camp as a NCO she should ask them go back to their company , then becos of this she not happy with me . so we quarrel .

so she not happy with me and she go ask her god brother to sms me . and wanna try to find trouble with me . so i say ok lor. want play i can pai her de. so after a while . qui yi called me and say ahe not flit but is making new friend . RUBBISHH.. noe her so long she like tat de. even SIR and MADAM also say norr.

then e gan kor dun wan help qui yi liao. cos he say she veryy fan !! hahhas, and she no one help that why find him. at first is a small matter why wann find troublle . lame girl leii.. no gandg act got gang . haiiss. stupid fools . hahahs .lame girll ..

at last also she lose.. haiis. small matter wan make too big big.
she want to get invole so many pple( jo-ann and stephinee ) !!

nabe chee bye . dun force me that something i dun wan can . somemore we want invite friend to our church . is not a easy thing to do. must believe and pray .

tell uu what my happened today ok .
early morning . i wake up early , then i sms kang weii . he say that he coming with jun hao. when i heard that i am so happy . then a few min later kang wei sms me that he cannot go liao cos his grandmother landed iin e hospital . so he cant go. so i sms jun hao and ask him if he can go ?? then he say cos he want paii de girlfrens., scuk man !!
then my brother also not coming . then my church cgl sms me if my frens coming then i say nope. kang wei is cos of e grandmother !! jun hao is cos of gf !! stupid edward my bf last min cannot then i no mood to go liao. so decided to stay at home watch online de.. somemore my daddy coming back liao. suc! pls dun force me can ! i hate pple control me . if i dun wan mean dun wan .

todate early in the morning i go take bus . GUESS WHAT ?? i wait the bus for 35 mins . darm long nor. stupid bus 67 . so many people wor. is because of teck whye sec having sports day !! haiix . luckily i did sms mr raj lor. if not ii am late agaiin !! stupid cousiller( dun noe hw to spell) please dun act larr. uu all think u all verii big . can tok properly a not to us . uu need to respect us too before uu wan pple respect uu . somemore uu all so FCUK. dun act larr, when i reachh school.. so tired wann tuu slp leii. in schooll good no one disture ME ! i can do whatever i want. i dun need uu all to judge me as uu all are not GOD !! hate u all to controll me !! i want freedom !! hahhas. then after school.

ii need to go HQ for NPCC ANUAL PARADE lorr. we reach there around 4 plus . cool wor. i dun feel like goiin . too tired. heex. and one of e sir caught my hair got colour ii also dun wan care norr.. heex. but i will spray my hair then next training..

DUN BELIEVE YOUR FRIEND TOO MUCH AS THEY WILL BETRAY UU !! WATCH OUT !!

today after school got npcc . oh man ! the training darm boring de! i teach until so tired ! somemore today training never go smoothly . i taking the secondary one mahh . ii in0charge de, mmm. their training verii GOOD todayy . so happy 4 them yeahh !! but then my frenx jun hao so sad todayy also dun noe yy ? haiix . see him like tat ii also no mood . cox iin npcc i got two close frens is jun hao and admen . ") they are my good frenn . today in npcc we also got do campcraft !! SOMEONE STUPID IDEA ! haiix becox of this we kana say by someone. ( pls when u want do something pls tell us ) dun act clever . we are all NCO horr. HAHAHS. so happy after npcc jun hao and admen ") smile again . so happy !! and we go home by taking bus 67 nor.. hahhas. so tired. wann go home faster bath ann eat norr.

something bad news ! i dun wan post here larr . cox of my family matter. i hate uu !! you sound of the bitch ! fuck off lar. i hate uu . i want to kill uu . uu better go and die. yy must all this thing happened iin my family ?? yyyy ?? i really wann to give up on everyything liao. really cant stand it anymore . GOD HELP ME !~!1

today is the last day of ITE . ohh miss the ite teacher too much . today mr chirstopher chow is the one who teach us today lor. we went to do our project and go into a big tank but didt not contain water . i went in cox i wearing pe-t-shirt mah that yy . more safe . i am e only gal who are wearing that to play . other girl neva play nor . after playing we went to eat our lunch lor. GUESS WHAT WE EAT ? we eat the same thing as we eat the second day nor . i spent a lot of money lei. siian my ez-link lost then keep buying stardard card lor. waste moneyy . today iis the last day of ite !! i just want to thanks mr christopher chow for teaching me ( bukit batok ite ) . he is a good teacher that understand his student well nor. hope that every teacher will be like hiim . ") smile always !!

TODAYY iin ite we have our project that we need to design a poster nor . then when teacher choosing the best one . then when teacher looking at my group time . next group qui yi say my poster not good lar . all those stupid thing nor. think too highly of herself. also not she do de. most is edward and joey lor. ppls larr dun judge another pple kk. when i hear she saying that i darm angry lor. so i called jo-ann and tel her . after that stephine sms qui yi that . " tingting call us and say yr bad thing again " when i see the sms ii angryy lor. crazy gal> betrayer also. dun dare to admit also. cowward . uu noe who ?? STEPHANIE TAN . my schoo, de. if she at first tell me that she got sms qui yi then i will not angryy ,. but she tell me dun hab. but at last she amdit got. she still say she treat ma and qui yi BEST FRIEND ? if best friend should not lied. haiix. what pple wan to say then say lor. ii also dun wan to care liao. ( if uu wan say more then carry on bahh ) jus that frm now ii dun believe anyone ) .
for me larr . ii dun like pple to say me . if u talk to me nicely what ii do wrong ii will sure will listen . but dun tok back abt me . and this world no one is perfectt. if uu say u are PROVE to me larr . since now we settle liao. let it over !!
if uu all still wan to continue then tat yr problem liao...

first day going to ITE ( bukit batok) for one week course . is safety process . i darm tired nor . the teacher very good de would not scold us like our secondary school teacher( a bit a bit scold ) !! first we learnt a lot of things nor . got two tea break one lunch nor . one day can spent around $10 nor . i today spent $10 lor. no money liao. in our course ii win e best design of the project . but telling the truth . edward group did better then mind nor. they got joey help mahh / he darm good in darwing lorr. hahahhas / then around lunch time ii go edward house rest darm tired nor. dun noe why too muchh stress ! hahahs . 4 pm go home norr ..

i yestersday very stress !! i at night cry till really cant control myself. and my mine was thinking about killing myself . and end my life ! is really a very hard year for me . i cant take it ! why so many thing happened ?? luckily yestersday i did not kill myself or else today i will not update my blog liao norr !! now whatever thing happened i will not tell others only tell to those who are close to me ! now i dun hab best friends liao. by e way i wan thanks jie xing ! uu are a good brother to me yeah . thanks god that i have a good brother like hiim !! just hope that everything can solve !!\

i verii stress!! first thing is about boyfriend . why cant he grow up ? understand me more? why must always quarrel? i am tired of it liao ! jus wan a boyfriend that care about me, when i need him he wil always with me de!! why now everything not goin smootly ? i hate hiim ! sometime i feel like breaking with you , but i jus cant ! what should i do ! i dun believe in anyone now ! can you change ? if u dun change then uu noe what i will do de! i dun wan to be hurt againn .

second thing is family thinggyy !!b
BITCH get away from my brother life. uu chee BYE gal . u darm bitch . i hate uu . get away now before i get carzy and i will beat uu !! better dun force me .

brother can stop doing all stupid thing mahh !!! stop !! i cant take it anymore ! its feel like living in this world is not longer use liao !!

i verii stress!! first thing is about boyfriend . why cant he grow up ? understand me more? why must always quarrel? i am tired of it liao ! jus wan a boyfriend that care about me, when i need him he wil always with me de!! why now everything not goin smootly ? i hate hiim ! sometime i feel like breaking with you , but i jus cant ! what should i do ! i dun believe in anyone now ! can you change ? if u dun change then uu noe what i will do de! i dun wan to be hurt againn .

second thing is family thinggyy !!b
BITCH get away from my brother life. uu chee BYE gal . u darm bitch . i hate uu . get away now before i get carzy and i will beat uu !! better dun force me .

brother can stop doing all stupid thing mahh !!! stop !! i cant take it anymore ! its feel like living in this world is not longer use liao !!

today early morning i wake up late . i think is because i sleep late nor . waiting for stupid edward call. then jo-ann call me at 7 plus to wake me up. so i quickly go take cab to jo-ann hse but half-way the driver tell me that he only can drive me to the yew tee. then i say neva mind . cox he want change people liao. so he drive me to yee tew taxi stand . he neva charge me money ! what a good driver! then i board into a taxi nor. he taxi driver look like one actor . hahhas. then i guide him the way to jo-ann hse downstair. lolls. i 4 get to bring my form for the competition . then when jo-ann come down liao. i ask the driver drive me back home to take my group form nor . hahhas. afterward we contiune sit taxi to reach the place! expensive e cab money . no money liao. when we reach there . we practice lor. darm hot . the wheather !! cannot stand ! so more so many people!1 i saw my primary school teacher nor .hahhas. afterward we train our capatin ! GOOD NEWS !! my bro join the soccer and get into FINAL!! hahah. so proud of my brother yeahh . praise the lord!!
hahhas. when iis our time . i was sanding at the chair . the game was bad . the other group boys darm big size! then we at last scare one point ! but at least we try our best liao norr.. :) good work guys !!

ooo ! man what a nice PIG !




this are all my cousin nor .



this is my sister birthday cake

am i cute ? just trying to force myself to laugh



hello. my name is shirely .

today my daddy , aunt and i go buy for my sister birthday present nor . cox her birthday is tmr mah . that y . she buy barbie doll. oh ii dun like to play . veri galgal. hahahs. after that we buy liao. my aunt , my sister and i went to NTUC buy food go home nor. then after buying we went home . then i just switch on my computer nor. cox nothing to do. heexxx..

yo! i get the best npcc unit cadet . haahs. so happy ! PRAISE THE LORD ! i thought i will not get it beacuse in NCO got three girls mah ? afiqah also very good . hope that next time i will do better and be a future CI next time . hahahs.

my this week shedule
21 march : 3pm got NPCC anual parade
: 7.30 got bible study at lot one with gladys

22march: meeting xue li at lot one 4pm
meeting jasmine at lot one at 4.10pm

23 march:3pm NPCC aunal parade to 6pm
: edward and i stead for 9 month

sat and sunday . haven confirm yet

choir thing in church ( i dun noe hw to say ) - 4 get liao
-13 april friday meet 4pm
-sat and sunday 6pm

i will update if got more .

today early morning. wake up . darm tired nor . GUESS WHAT ? i wake up at 6.27am nor . hhahas . but i never late for school lor. so after doing all my things i walk to bus -stop and take bus 67 to school. then i reach school bus top around 7.08am in the morning . so i wait for edward nor . then we walk up to school together nor . cox one person walk veri siian de norr . when i reach school . must have slient reading nor . i got read but reading for so long my neck getting veri painful lei. after a few min , i fall asleep . hahhas . luckly no teacher see if no . kana scolding . somemore the first lesson is CPA . this is the subject i hate e most nor . e teacher teach darm boring . nt only i say de. they would teach uu how to do. they will just ask you do yourseleve. inthat case why we need a teacher lei ?? WRONG ?? during the lesson , i do finish liao then i sleep really verii boring nor. . after this lesson is RECESS . cool because i am hungry ? GUESS what i eat ? rice nor . with egg and more . is my bf buy for me de. as i always some canteen late ma ! after eating we gt mother tongue >. tell u something i lost my mother tongue book . hahas . but teacher never scold me wor. good wor. i got do her work . i am e first one who do her work finish . ") after her lesson is . maths . mr tan class. he is my npcc teacher also nor. he veri good de. in maths class we do our work nor . something happened alazan ,, khail they are nt in class. maybe they kana CID caught . cox they did something wrong . and police car today cm mahh . hahahs .i dun care de/ after maths lesson we have art ?, must do 40 piece of art work. darm different . tmr also gt art leii. draw until scare . 1.45 pm bell rang. we finish school. hahhas.

hello/ tingting stop taking our picture !!

STOP taking piture of me ! i am jason


hi my name is kang wei !!


THIS IS JUN HAO ! STOP ACTING blur !


17 of march . eric zone having amazing race reach out . at plaze singapure lor. ending point at expo so tat after playing game can go service. GUESS ? i bring how many friends ? yeah i bring four friends praise e lord ! my friends are Dai ning . jason . jun hao . kang wei . they are all from cdss npcc. so morning , i meet dai ning at lot one food junction nor. then a while ltr jason reach already . then e TWO guys are late for abt 30 min they are jun hao and kang wei nor. hahas . lazy pig nor.after that . think around 11.15 am they reach . so we all meet at cck control station . then we sit mrt to plaza singapure . let me show uu some picture . we taken in e mrt ! ")

at 1 pm . we start our AMAZING RACE already nor. e first thing is to arrange the picture. iis maketplace ! so we quickly take mrt to 9 i 4 get where liao) . after that station .WE WENT TO NATIONAL LIBABARY . we are to remember e libabry drop book there e words. hahahs. after tat we went to bugic juntion there . we need to find strange to take picture ..is quite fun nor .hahahs,. and we need to find a strange to carry a boii on e back . hahahs. i beg a strange to back carry jason . hahahs. at last he agree!! after tat . lf we went to paylambang .. when we reach there we cannot find xiao wei . so after a few second of search finally we fpund here . our job is to pick up a letter from a box full of WORM ! oh no! hahah. so now our last point is at EXPO !! when we reach there . there haven already have two groups . at there we need to blow a ballon until burst then we compelte our mission . ") at last we get SECCOND !! Today iis a verii fun day for me !

todate ii went to chinese church at jurong west with xue li cell-group. her cell-group got three people join . then my number was 91 darm scary lor. so many people see. but xiao wei pray for us and i have more confident nor . hahahs . i sing KISS GOODBYE . i really like this song . i hope that i can pass through this adititon nor . hahahs. GOOD LUCK TINGTING

we wake up at around 7 plus because no PT . jun hao darm sad .hahahs . then we have breakfast liao. then individual training nor, me and jun hao just need to walk around to check is everything is ok a not ? quite fun . then after that lunch . same thing again. the rice (scuk) .but e chicken veri nice .after lunch wwe have water activities. ii never play cox dun like to be wet . later i get sick . they all play until crazy the NCO also . ahahhas. but i just sit down and watch lor. mmm. let me skip kk cox too many thing liao. camp appraisal at around 10.30 verii fun. but the quite short nor . at around 11.30pm light off . but we NCO go bath nor . ii alone bath nor qui yi la dun wan accompany me bath. i was sacred . but then i dun care still bath . ii dun hab shampoo ii borrow frm my teacher nor.. hahahas. expensive shampoo leii. then after bathing i walk alone to NPCC room . when i walk pass the staricase ii feel THAT KIND OF THING THERE but i dun care jus walk staright nor. ii really darm scared . so when i reach npcc room i tell my frens . hahahs. then they ask me not to scared . they will protect me . hahahas. so touch . so tonight everyone is to sleep at e hall. darm cold lor. then around 4 plus wake up then i go out of the hall talk to SJAB pple . they say ghost story . mmm. got a lot of thing lar. hahahs. dun wan tell uu nor.. if u wan to know tag me and ask .

my school UG CAMP is on 10 march to 12 march . i was looking forward to this camp de. morning ii meet qui yi and go school together mah . ii neva bring my shampoo all this . i ask qui yi lend me . in this camp i am under discipline . Selected NCO will have a group will at least one leader from secondary three . so that they can learned how to guide those secondary one cadet .
is quite fun at the morning de. lunch and dinner not so good . and we pay $5 for it lei. hahahahs. then after that we went for night walk . is not dark at all i like we walk the place is got light de lor.. but fun also. we say ghost story lor. and i get to talk to my madam and sirs . first time i can talk to them so many . hahahs . after the night walk we went back to school to have our supper . then jun hao called his friend to buy ROCKEY PIZZA darm big nor . then jun hao , kang wei , chien han and i went to the gate there eat pizza lor with junhao friend. hahaahs. we cant let teacher noe if nt kana scolding . then after eating . my hp ring . ohh is JO-ANN . when i pick up e phone she say " ting help me " . so i though she is jus joking only . so i go look for her . when she saw me she quickly hug me and cry . tat time i dun noe what happened until she told me . she saw something dirty . i saw her cry my heart realy veri pain nor. cox she my best freind . and i dun wan anything happen to her .so she tell ma what happen liao. then i call my cell-group learder gladys. so she pray for her . then she a bit kk. then two pple kana again . so we pray for them nor. haiix. my heart really pain cox they are my frens . but differnet CCA . after that my CCA teacher ask me go and bath then sleep so i cant stay with them if not my teacher going to scold me . at nit all NPCC NCO we sleep in npcc room nor. Funny qui yi make kang wei , he so angry and shout at her . mmmm. this is the first time NCO sleep together . wait till tmr what will happened .